I've said for years that I'm not a control freak. I'm really not, but when I have absolutely no control over a situation, that's tough for me. I don't need the final say, I'd just like some input.
So I'm waiting for another week to get some medical news that I have absolutely no control over, and it's been tough. Tougher than I had imagined. I've spent useless hours worrying when I know that won't help, but there it is. Me hating having zero control.